Have You Ever Feel Bored By The Coursework?
It’s been a while when I was thinking about my lecture, when I feel so bored with all campus activities, a task that so a lot and very tedious, y’know? It torturing me all day, and I think it was me in mental distress.
Besides on the campus, I’m also working, rather I working from morning to evening, and continue it until the night on the campus, always be like that, it felt really exhausted.
It has become my daily activities, since I working and continue studying, it was compelled, and I was responsible for all that, but anyway I’m also human being, which also need variety in life. Had you ever the same things like me?
Until I realize it was time I reached a saturation point, I thought of ending it all, and decided to choose one, seriously to working, or the total to college, so my concentration is not divided anymore, but it’s not easy, specify one of two things are important and mandatory is extremely difficult, at least for me.
There’s was moment I think quite a long time, appears a whisper in my mind, maybe swanjaya try to talk to me, that seems like this:
“Do not destroy anything, unless you are ready to build something better to replace it.”
At least those words successfully helps my inner conflict, is not this life is hard? and has become our fate to deal with it?
I now encouraging and accept the fact that it is all for the sake of building, not to destroy, it’s easy for us to find flaws and errors of people in our state are not satisfied with what we get, and that’s not right.
Now I live my life with great passion, though tiring and have few time to relax, I through it by take advantage all the situation to entertain myself, talk to people, observing how they seeing this life, studying the character of the people, it is very pleasant, and it all I can do when working and course, life is beautiful, if we look at it from the beautiful point of view, assured .. :)